Artist: ALSDEAD
Lyrics: Maki
Album: MODALITY
Translator: Obscured Moon
Kanji Courtesy of: hiphopVOMIT
The real information is hidden in the cage, and
The unending ring of my heart’s scream
Somehow, I’m pretending not to hear it
My entire existence consists of merely living
I’m afraid of coexistence, I run away
What I’ve lost is frightening and I can’t understand anything
No matter where I am, no kind of answer comes to me
I understand this, and yet…
They will never disappear, these memories of you
Becoming so stained that they fade
The thread of the interrupted two of us, leaves us unable to connect again
It twines itself around the inside of my frayed chest
All that’s left is this period of time that cannot satisfy us…
Even though I should probably give up, I cannot stop my tears
In the dark of night, my overflowing anxiety is
To the point of frustration, distorting my dreams…
Everyone lives with everyone else
And the emotions snatched away by cowardice
If I didn’t believe, would they still be here, I wonder?
It’s painful to think about.
I can’t break free of this spiral of isolation
Wordlessly wandering about
That astonishingly brittle happiness still does not return
Inscribed as a desolate memory
Don’t forget that I was there…
Because no matter where I go, I can’t erase this pain…
No matter who I ask, no kind of answer comes to me
I understand this, and yet…
They will never disappear, these memories of you
Becoming so stained that they fade
No matter how important something is to me
It seems like I’ll destroy it with my own hands
The thread of the interrupted two of us, leaves us unable to connect again
It twines itself around the inside of my frayed chest
All that’s left is this period of time that cannot satisfy us…
Even though I should probably give up, I cannot stop my tears