Cosmos

Artist:  Para:noir
Lyrics:  Akane
Album:  Amaryllis/Cosmos
Translator:  Obscured Moon
Kanji Courtesy of: hiphopVOMIT

Since when has your smile been
A bitter smile…
A forced smile…
“See you later” and with a half-hearted smile, breaking free “Now”

The past days of your overflowing smile satisfying my heart
For you, is “forever” just “until I stop loving you?”

If this love makes you forget to breathe
Today and tomorrow, you will be beside me

Or, that’s what I thought

Can I hate you?
If I haven’t disappeared from within you
No matter how much I lament and curse the past
The fact that I loved doesn’t disappear, does it?

Since when has your smile been
A bitter smile…
A forced smile…
Avoiding my gaze
“See you later” and with a half-hearted smile, with your fingertips breaking free, coldly

Even if we were reborn, I’d want to spend our time together
Even if the answer you gave me was the same

With the how much you hate me, how much I love you is not enough…

―My shoulders  got wet in the rain, grating on my heart―

Goodbye

Can I hate you?
If I haven’t disappeared from within you
No matter how much I lament and curse the past
I love the fact that

I loved you